That’s seriously what Tony kept repeating over and over again as they all went over my shooting for today. “He’s reached an epiphany! This is 100% better than what he did before!” Lmao, just how shitty was my shooting before?
This morning before work, Erik gave me a call. He told that today I should step up my game because at the manager meeting yesterday they said they were gonna start getting on J and my’s nuts over quality control as they get ready to set us free from training (ffff, can’t wait). If you remember a post from earlier, I said Sus was the first one to give me harsh critique on my work so far and that pointed out the areas I had to improve on. Judging by Tony and Erik’s praise, I guess it turned out well, but seriously, it’s hard to believe my work was that much worse before lawl. I’m intent on not letting this be a one time thing and plan on beasting up my shit.
In other news, I swear I’ve gotten all soft from this easy living on Guam. I’m pretty sure that my habit of skipping breakfast and eating terribly otherwise has caused me to put on some flab. Blechh, this is what happens when I don’t have a campus gym? Well, in any case I’ve been finding time to go jogging at Paseo for at least half an hour on my days off. I didn’t used to jog a lot before because I felt it was kinda lame, and… I still do. It doesn’t feel the same as a strength workout where the next day you get that, “yeahhh, I hit it hard yesterday and I still feel fucked up!” spirit. All I get is that “holy shit I can’t breathe!”/”why are there stars everywhere? it’s only noon~” feeling for the 5 minutes after I’m done. But till I get some expendable cash, I’m not taking Kilaf up on that offer to get me into the MMA gym he goes to. Oh there’s also the fact that he calls it an MMA gym. MMA as in choking people the fuck out and kneeing them in the face? That’s the kind of workout you want me involved in, man? lmao damn
I’ve also been drinking a lot more than I used to. Liquor is too cheap on the island and I have been finding myself being unable to resist picking up bottles of stuff. Luckily I keep buying shitty stuff and pace myself because I cant stand their tase. But still, I bought a half liter of Bacardi for 8 bucks and some Finnish Cran Vodka for 10. I hate Bacardi and this Finnish stuff is horrible. Oh man. Some girls who sing at the chapel are having a party at one of the hotels this Wednesday though. I don’t know why I should go, but the concept of an open bar is so calling. Besides, I really need to meet some younger, NON-MARRIED girls on the island. Sitting with the boys is all good and doing the whole “check her out! *high five*,” is always fun, but you know these guys are all married, I’m not, so yeah, I actually am checking her out. lmao
The presence of an open bar at the party bothers me though if I’m gonna try and get friendly. I don’t like meeting girls when I’ve been drinking because when I drink too much I become what I like to call “shock value Ryan”. When I’m balatsu, I don’t lie. Ever. In fact, I will tell you EVERYTHING I have on my mind to great lengths. On that note, if I have a problem with someone I’ll let them know, or I’ll let someone else know if I think they’re that person. I’ve come to learn of these attributes I have on separate occasions from observers and in no way have they ever been amusing to me that next day.
I think one time I got drunk at a Subway (it was next to a liquor store, I hadn’t eaten at all that day and I was drinking with my 300pound, functioning alcoholic ex-roomate/good buddy who I hadn’t seen in a month.) Supposedly I told him about that time I hit a chick bareback and was worried about getting her pregnant because of “dick leak”. Dick leak? Really? I said that? So yeah, ummm, I don’t know where I’m going with this. Maybe I’ll be able to take it easy at the party.
Drink and dance maybe? I don’t know.
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